It's not always rainbows and butterflies.
Compromise with what you've got.

Decided to relive some stress by blogging.
Bye!

Whilst creating this happiness, we run into unhappiness.
This type of unhappiness makes us treasure the happiness we have, and teaches us to be grateful for everything we have been given.
Taking things for granted is human nature, but if we can value the things we are given for granted and stop dwelling on the things we have been left out on, maybe everything will be able to get along, in harmony.
Yet, as society becomes increasingly materialistic, it doesn't seem that anyone will ever be grateful.
As we grow older, life seems to move away from the immaturity, innocent thoughts of gratefulness.
We grow out of our childhood thoughts, putting away everything that use to seem perfect, and becoming even more demanding.
Society doesn't promote or encourage us to be grateful, to be happy or to be content.
Instead, society possess the power to lead us to unhappiness, materialism, and the aim to become sheer perfection.
My question put upon society is, will materialism and perfection give us ultimate happiness?
Will I have happy?
Maybe, maybe buying Louis Vitton, Gucci, Burberry might actually give me happiness.
But that happiness is only temporary. It will go away once you see someone else with the same bag.
Because you are no more unique. Really?
Or is it jealousy?
Perfection. Plastic surgery, botox. Becoming a lady of sheer perfection, face like Miranda Kerr or any girl from Korean girl-bands.
Bodies like supermodels or any celebrity.
Will this give you ultimate happiness?
Perhaps, perhaps one will enjoy the feeling of an audience starring, a school of boys watching.
But one day, honey- you'll grow old, wrinkly and yes. Nothing can hide your age.
So, this means- your 'perfection' will always give you 'happiness' for a few decades, pushing it.

I questioned myself, what makes me happy?
And all I could think of was a blank screen.
A blank screen and things were moving by one by one.
My parents, my best friends, my hello kitty that I hug when I'm mega happy and the blue skies.

Now, on a project to be happy- today is DAY ONE.

Now, I challenge you to a happiness journey.
Good Luck.

The feeling of success.
 

 

Wishes are over-rated.
Most of the things that I ever wished for, never came through.
Reality has hit my head loud and hard.
Everything I ever wished for, keeps crumbling down into little pieces.
No matter how hard I try to convince myself to stop dwelling on the scars, I am always reminded that it's there.

I wish for everything crumbled to be mended.
And for the gaps in between to be forgotten.
I hope wishes don't disappoint me, just like every other time.

Love has its imperfections, it has it's highs and it's lows.
But we just gotta remember, to just love- no regrets.

I admit having regrets in my lifetime.
These regrets will continue to haunt me for the rest of my life.
But what is most important is to learn from your mistakes.
Learn, enrich, grow and love.
 

Events on the runway.
Past:
ASIA Cocktail, lived up to its reputation of being one of Perth's largest Asian clubbing event! Lots of fun, great company and laughter, giggles and drinks all 'round! Congrats to S for an successful event!
MSU Ball, definately exceeded my expectation! Great fun, friends all around, free flow alcohol, hitting the d-floor, what more can I add?
Ongoing:
MCW Week, we're already onto our fourth day, largest event tonight! I'm really pumped but always stressed. Hopefully I'll have time to spend with friends who are coming to support! I have learnt so much, and had so much fun! Can't believe it's ending soon!

 

I would like the donate a lump sum to charity,
go to places like china and Africa to help children with needs
provide them with clean water, sanitation and a chance to learn english
I would like to move to hong kong and start my life afresh
I would like to change someone's life, in a good way.
I would like to become a better person and stand up to expectations.

What do you want to do before you die?

Great company + alcohol + happiness= Fun at ASIA cocktail (:

I see refreshing my student connect account repeatively because I'm eager to know how my exam timetable is.
I'm not excited, I am scared.
I don't know if I'll cope this time around.


I miss her being in the same timezone as me.
Her being half way around the globe doesn't make us distant, it makes us value the limited time we have for each other.
I miss her, she's able to keep me sane and calm, no matter the situation.
Missing you little sister.